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22nd-Jun-2009 03:09 pm - Writer's Block: Music for Thought

When you have to study or get work done, what music (if any) do you put on to help you concentrate?


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Depends on my mood honestly.....Most likely Dir en grey just because their stuff varies so much and the sounds used are so different...I mean it's really good to listen to especially when you're in a certain mood and you need to done.....it's a motivator to get it done so you can rock out. However I really like all types of music so it depends what I want to listen to at the moment *Smiles!*
4th-Jun-2009 03:59 pm - Writer's Block: Place of Residence

Describe your dream house (even if it's not a house).


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Anywhere but where I am right now, some place quite nice and a place I can enjoy my music without the neighbors bitching at me to turn it off....that's my dream...not a house but it Quite a dream no?
10th-May-2009 01:19 pm - Meme...Thanks scwolf_10k lol!

Taken from scwolf_10k

Do you run and jump on your bed, or do you just calmly sit down?

It depends on the mood I am in!!
 

Have you ever forgot to shave your legs before going swimming?
I wouldn't dare show my legs to anyone if they weren't shaven reguardless

Do you find out who is knocking before you actually open the door?
Uuuh nah...None of my friends are close enough to just walk to my house...and everyone else I don't open the door to...XD


Who was the last person you 'covered' for?
I'm currently covering for my friend Amanda who I'm getting fed up with having to cover for her....What she's asking me to keep between her and I is something I find highly unexceptable...Don't ask it's complicated

Do you watch a lot of Lifetime movies?
no I only watch Lifetime movies from time to time

Would you rather drive a classic car or a modern car?
I really don't care which actually

Do you go to the doctor every time you get sick?
I never go unless it's absolutely necessary.... I don't like certain doctors to much.

Do you help random people or mind your own business?
It depends on the circumstances but normally I help.

Have you ever had a ghost experience?
No...but I want to!

Do you think glasses are sexy?
On me...Hell no! On other's certain others...oh yea!

Are you a better singer or actor?
Singer

Do you cover your head when you sleep?

I kind of curl up like a cat so you figure that one out XD

Is your personality basically the same as it was when you were a child?
No....It's polar opposite...yea a few things are the same but not many of them .....I have changed a lot over the years.


Is your hair currently straightened?
Yea right now it is...but most of the time it's in very soft waves!! ( sorta like Shinya's hair cut now...lol!)

Are you craving anything right now?
BAD STUFF!!!! JUNK FOOD!

Do you wash your hair with conditioner or just shampoo?
Depends on the night most of the time it's just Shampoo though!

Have you ever been to a circus?
Yea I have been but the experience wasn't all that much fun....the circus we had wasn't that great

Would you hug your ex again?
Not in a million years....He's not technically and ex of a boyfriend/girlfriend....but it was definitely Friends with benefits...and never will I hug him again.

How many girlfriends or boyfriends have told you they loved you?
Two...The first one I regret...friends with benefits boy ...and the second I don't know if I should have said it at all, but I don't regret it.

How many girlfriends or boyfriends did you actually love?

2 and I never got the chance to date them. One I almost dated the other was friends with benefits

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
- Yup he caused me a lot of pain.

Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
He was a boyfriend and Yes... I made him cry. But it's not from anything I did to him....He cried because over something entirely different that had something to do with me!

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
Depends on the circumstances.

Would you ever lie to get an ex back?
No I don't ever want him back ever...I mean ever...what he did was inexcuseable no matter what title he and I deemed our relationship... it was still unacceptable.

Have you ever been cheated on?
Yes... Twice in front of my face...Same guy and he's the ex I'm talking about when I say I never want him back!


Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
 

No....I've only said I love you twice in my life...the first time I regret the second I don't....From now on I'm not saying I love you until I know the person in front of me is Mr.Right....For certain...no matter how I feel I won't say it unless I'm sure the man in front of me is gonna say it back and actually mean it!

Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yup Twice....and I don't want my first back ever....and the second one he's missed his chance.

If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
Yes...because then I could have done something completely different.

Do you still love your ex?
Nope not after what happened.

Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend or boyfriend?
I'm not sure....but I've never been told that I was a bad lover ( lol lover XD)

Have you ever dated someone who was not good to you?
No!

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
it depends on the circumstance...depending on how they screwed up maybe...but most of the time...it'd probably be no...but sometimes it's yes

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes... I do!

Ever want to get married?
Yes at some point to the right man!

Ever kissed your friend's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Ummm no that's really dirty... I won't even think about dating one of my friends ex's even when told they wouldn't care....to me it's NO! Obviously they're your friend's ex's for a reason...because they aren't good for either of you!!

Still friends with your exes?
Yes...No matter how shitty he behaved I'm still friends with him...and he knows what he did and he's really sorry for it....I forgave him but I'll NEVER forget!

Do you like anyone now?
Yep....he's sweet and good looking!

Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it?
No...if someone did I'd know about it by now...

How did you sleep last night?
I slept well...had a nice dream!

Who do you spend the most time with?
My mother...she's a cool person

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
yea...and I don't really want to remember either of them too well...XD

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
Yea....I do

Can you count your serious relationships on one hand?
Yup 3.....

1. I can't remember but yea that one lasted 3 weeks...and I only broke it off cause I knew I wasn't going to see him again after the summer ( sucks cause he was nice)

2. Friends with benefits boy...yea...I love you's were exchanged ( Regrettably)

3. We almost went out and I love's were also exchanged...yea lol

Has anyone told you they missed you lately?
yup....my 2nd ex lol

Do you sometimes wonder what the world would be like without you?
Nope because my life is miniscule and the world is enormous...so I really don't think the world would be that altered if I were to disapear from it.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
 

Yea... I could depends on the person though it all depends on them....it depends on whether they're gonna try be a stinker behind my back.


Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a T?
No....

Can you pick out all the first letters of the names of the people you've kissed?

B, M,R

And not all of them were lip kisses most were neck and cheek.
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Would you shave your head if a family member asked you to because they had cancer?
No no one would ever ask me to give up my hair.


What would you do if the doctor told you that you were pregnant?
I'm a virgin so if I were pregnant...it'd be the second Amaculate Conception...And That'd be REAL BAD!! lol

Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
Yep....He did...He knew what he did...

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Sometimes I can make my face like a wall and no one knows what emotions lye behind it...So yea

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Yea..There are some people I know are never going to change...and will always be miserable people, but I still try to do everything I can to make them happier.....yup.


Explain the last time you threw up:
In the winter...that wasn't fun

Last thing that made you cry:
The last thing that made me cry...oooh damn well...My insecurities...the fact that I thought I'd never find love....

Because unlike most I won't settle for anything less than what I need!
 

Do you have a bad temper?
Yup...But it takes a lot for somebody to get up under my skin to the point where I flip my shit....most of the time I'm quiet with what I feel.

Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I'd be 28 in 10 years...maybe...depends where I am in my life.

How many funerals have you been to in your lifetime?
No....I haven't and I don't want to start going to them unless it's absolutely imperative that I go.

How often do you think about suicide?

Often...but not as if I'm thinking about committing suicide...it's more a psychology thing...when I think about it, it's ' why would a person take their own life, when sometimes the answers to your problem lye right before you'. And also suicide is a selfish act...You are causing unnecessary pain for other's just because you couldn't handle your own pain...seek help not a razor.

What is your deepest fear?
Ummmm to die before I get to tell all my loved ones how I feel and how much I love them...or the person I'm secretly in love with how much I truly love them...( yup...I'm kinda a romantic...)

Do you REALLY love all your family?
Ummm I don't love all my family most of my family excluding one person...and that's it.

What do you want to believe in?

Yup one thing...That each and every person is in control of their own future....Every choice made is another path taken to it's consequence whether it be good or bad...Each person's life is their own...That's what I believe in...lol

Choice and consequence basic science....If the apple goes up it most come down...it's exactly like the choices each person makes...
 

Do you have a secret crush on someone?
Oooh yea....I have such a crush on Die...he's such a sweetheart!

Are you proud of who you are?
Sometimes I am...and sometimes I'm not to proud of the choices I make but that's part of life.

Do you feel alone even in crowded rooms?
Yup... sometimes depends on where I am...but often cases yes....I get very shy sometimes!

What is the worst thing a person could do to you and still be forgiven?
Uuuuh The worst, Ummmm I don't know haven't really thought about what would be the worst thing someone could do to me.

You're dying in 10 seconds, what are your last words to your best friend?
Look to the sky and spread love.

...to your worst enemy?
Your bones will be dust and your mind will be eaten by maggots...have a nice day Douche bag!!

Do you care if people hate you?

I really couldn't care less

Freedom or safety?
One doesn't come without the other... to have freedom you must have safety...it's common sense


Think of a random person, and give them a message here, no names:
Make the best choices you can in life and deal with the consequences the best you can.

Has a song ever made you cry?
Oooh yup... 304 Goushitsu, Hakushi no sakura ( room 304, Cherry blossoms of white death) ...it's my favorite song and Hotarubi ( Firefly's light) both Dir en grey songs....Go figure!

A book ever made you cry?
No

Is the world crumbling to pieces?
Yea...the social decadence is becoming worse and worse day by day....

Name one moment where you couldn't control your rage:
to many times to count and I've never lost it too completely.


Name one moment where you sincerely wanted to just die:
Yea once...but it was because something was truely embarrassing/saddening

For the last one, just say anything you want, anything at all:
Life is complicated...Very complicated

8th-May-2009 09:18 pm - Fun stuff!!!!

My Eleven Layers

S- Staind

T- t.A.T.u

E-Escape the Fate

P- Papa Roach

H- Hawthorne Heights ( Yea...lol)

 

Second Nickname ( Thanks Lena)

S- Slipknot

H- H.I.M

I- Innactive Messiah

N- Nine inch nails

Y-( Can't find a Y band)

A- Angelspit

-- Your bedtime: 10:30 school nights, and weekends: none
-- Most missed memory: November 11, 2008 ( For reasons I will not give)

LAYER FIVE:
-- Pepsi or Coke: Come
-- McDonald's or Burger King: both can't choose
-- Adidas or Nike: Adidas
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Neither
-- Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: both

LAYER SIX:
-- Smoke: NEVER!!! ( second hand smoke is fun)
-- Sing: Yes scream too
-- Take a shower everyday no matter what!!
-- Want to go to college: Can't wait to!
-- Want to get married: Yes one day to the right man
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're a health freak: no
-- Get along with your parents: My mother yes.
-- Play an instrument: yes used to play clarinet, can play the guitar with a spoon as a pic and the drums

LAYER SEVEN:
In the past 2 months...
-- Gone to the mall: yea
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: HELL NO!!!!
-- Eaten Sushi: yes ( Tonight tee-hee)
-- Been on stage: Yes ( numerous times)
-- Gone skating: yea
-- Made homemade cookies: yes!!!
-- Stolen anything: never ( except cigarettes from my guy friend so he wouldn't smoke...I have them back, Does that count sorta?)

LAYER EIGHT:
Have you ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: yea
-- Been called a tease: all the time
-- Been beaten up: no

LAYER NINE:
-- Age you hope to be married: I don't know youngish.
-- Number of Children you want: I want a big family...I want to have 4 or 5 or 6 preferably 6 though...I would love to be a mother.

LAYER TEN
In the opposite sex..
-- Best eye color?: dark brown, brown, hazel or blue or green
-- Best hair color?: dark brown, black...or just brown...Blonde depended on the person
-- Short hair or long hair?: long or short ( I'd rather have some hair to grab onto..Oooh yeah!!)
- Most liked about the opposite sex?: Arms and abs....and I have a liking for Asians particularly Japanese men..lol....!!! and I do like them lean!
LAYER ELEVEN:
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: two ( That's pathetic)

-- Number of cds you own: an innumerable amount
-- Number of tattoos: none but wishing for one.... It will be just before my left hip
 




Boy-side/girl-side -meme:
Are you more a boy or a girl? Find out and tick the phrases fitting to you.


Your Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x] Shopping is torture. ( Depending on what it is)
[x] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an game console.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[x] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun. ( lacrosse and football, soccer Ooooh yea)
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.

Total: 12


Your Girl Side
[x] You wear lip gloss.
[ ] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[x] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry. ( Only sentimental jewelry)
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance. ( Gymnatics, and Ballet)
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[x] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid ( Ummm I used pull heads off of dolls and dismember them....lol)
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total: 11
 



What Genre You Belong To - meme
Ever thought to what genre you belong? Just tick the phrases fitting to you, do some addition and find out!


[High Class]

[ ] You have/do go tanning.
[ ] You own something from coach
[ ] You own something from juicy couture
[ ] You own something from louis vuitton
[x] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks. (I didn't know Starbucks is highclass lmao)
[ ] You have been called a brat.
[ ] You have tons of shoes
[ ] You hate buying things that are on sale
Total: 1

[Goth]

[x] Black is one of your favorite shades.
[x] You wear/wore chains.
[x] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick
[x] Your hair was/is dark. ( medium brown...and will be dark brown when I dye it YAY)
[x] You dislike preps.
[ ] You have piercings
Total: 6

[Punk]

[ ] You can skateboard.
[x] You wear plaid.
[x] You love Converse.
[ ] You hate MTV.
[x] You have/had blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[ ] You love skater boys.
[ ] You dislike pink.
[ ] You hate preps.
[x] You wear tight pants.
Total: 4

[Emo]

[x] You are depressed sometimes.
[ ] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like the band Thursday.
[ ] You cry easily.
[ ] You like emo music.
[x] You would hate being called emo.
[ ] You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem (Yea but this has nothing to do with being over emotional)
[x] You have thought about death. ( It's natural)
Total: 4

[Gangster]

[ ] You like rap.
[ ] You are in a gang
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear a lot.
[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
[ ] You hate racist people
Total: 1

[Hardcore]

[x] You like loud music.
[ ] You love(d) The Ninja Turtles, Pokemon, etc.
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[x] You wear slip-on shoes.
[ ] You love Norma Jean.
[x] you wear band t-shirts. (I have a wardrobe of then)
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[x] You love to "hardcore" dance. ( it's fun to watch)
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
[x] you wear blue jeans.
Total: 7

[Prep]

[ ] You love The OC
[ ] You have/had a tiny/medium sized dog.
[ ] Your usual outfits consist of pink.
[ ] You like buying shoes A LOT.
[ ] You shop at AE, HOLLISTER, A&F.ETC.
[ ] You love to shop.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] You like Paris Hilton.
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing
Total: 1

[Athletic]

[x] You watch the superbowl.
[ ] You own track shoes or cleats other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your jerseys.
[ ] You have/ had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[ ] You have/had posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[ ] You belong/belonged to a school team.

[ ] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[ ] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.
Total: 1

[Scene]

[ ] You wear little bows in your hair
[x] You like mardi gras beads, pearls and plastic beads
[ ] you have at least 2 shirts with tiny designs all throughout the shirt
[ ] You wear plastic bangles
[ ] You like the mini-skirt
[ ] you part your hair far to the side
[x] You think polka-dots are cute
[ ] You have shopped at Charlotte Russe
[ ] You have done a peace sign while you pose for a picture.
[ ] You take pictures, of yourself
Total: 2
 



?? TECHNOLOGY
Q. What is your wallpaper on your computer?

Yes ( absolutely LOVE)

Q. How many televisions you have in your house?
three


?? BIOLOGY
Q. Are you right-handed or left-handed?
right-handed

Q. Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
no

Q. What is the last heavy item you lifted?
my school bag

Q. Have you ever been knocked out?
no...never


?? BULLSHITOLOGY
Q. If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
What's the fun in that

Q. If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
Yes....if I could..I have a few names but You guys can suggest names for me!! ( one's that would be fitting to my personality if possible)

Q. What color do you think looks best on you?
Reds, Blues and greens and Black!!!

Q. Have you ever swallowed a non-food item?
Ooh hell yah...a wasp when I was VERY YOUNG!!!


?? DAREOLOGY
Q. Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
yup!

Q. Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000?
No I need my fingers...like for holding a pencil so I can draw and write!!

Q. Would you never blog again for $50,000?
Uuh no!

Q. Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
no...not a chance...my body is only to be seen by the man who is my true love.

Q. Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
Not a chance

Q. Would you, without fear of punishment, take a human life for $1,000,000?
Never I can't do something like that


?? DUMBOLOGY
Q. What is in your left pocket?
I don't have pockets

Q. Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
it's pathetic

Q. Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
carpet...lol

Q. Do you sit or stand in the shower?
depends on what way I wanna take it...mostly stand

Q. How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
plenty and hate them lol


?? LASTOLOGY
Q. Last person who texted you?
 

No one has..in a while and I can't remember who it was.....damn

Q. Last person who called you?
My Father!!! Hahahaha lol! Because of Mother's day



Q. Person you hugged?
UMMMMMM Plenty of people hug me....plenty so I can't remember.

?? FAVORITOLOGY
Q. Number?
21 ( because then I'll be legal to drink)

Q. Season?
Fall and Spring ( Neither hot or cold...and both seasons come with certain beauty) and Winter is beautiful too!

Q. Colour?
Red


?? CURRENTOLOGY
Q. Missing someone?
Yes.....

Q. Mood?

Average or at peace

Q. Listening to?
The music to Sayuri's dance

Q. Watching?
Memoirs of a Geisha with my mommy!!!

Q. Worrying about?

Most things

Q. Wearing?
My Dir en grey tour T-Shirt and pajama pants with guitars on them ( made by Fender Whoot)


?? RANDOMOLOGY
Q. First place you went this morning?
Bathroom

Q. What can you not wait to do?
Dance around under the cherry blossom trees in Japan...( Preferably when it's Raining....The rain is enchanting) lol..I'm odd!!

Q. Do you smile often?
A lot actually .... I like to smile and laugh when something is funny

Q. Are you a friendly person?
I am friendly sometimes....but most of the time I keep to myself!!

( There shall be more of these....lol)
 

 

 

 



LAYER ONE:

--Spell your name with band names or artists:
I'll go with my my name and nickname.
S-Staind

LAYER TWO:
-- Name: Steph
-- Birth date: April 26,1991
-- Nickname: Steph/Shinya
-- Eye Color: Blue ( Blue-ish Green)
-- Hair Color: brown (natural: black)

LAYER THREE:
-- The shoes you wore today: sneakers
-- Your perfect pizza: linguica pizza( Porteguese Sausage)
LAYER FOUR:
-- Your best physical feature: My full, full lips and my eyes

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